Post by Roxana Strix on Nov 8, 2015 18:00:26 GMT -6
Roxana had emailed Elsa yesterday, informing the other girl...woman; that she would be returning back to the states. Roxana had already been back a few days prior to that and just was not sure how to want to get a hold of Elsa Bellefonte. She had lost touch with the other girl and that had been on purpose for the most part. While away she had forgotten about her feelings and even had them for another. Now she had left that person behind and was back here. Uncertain if when she would see Elsa or Ellen again if she would feel anything.
Her hope was that she would not; she knew most people didn't change that much in three years. She really didn't want to deal with being around someone who she felt something for and they felt nothing for her back. At the very least, that was something that she had come to understand and since she no longer worked for BA or Elsa, she was free to avoid the girl and never interact with her again. However, Roxana didn't want that. She did desire to see the girl that had been one of the first people to actually make her feel that way by choice and she wanted to know.
She wanted to know if the feelings were gone and to just see how Elsa was doing. Once she found that out, she felt like she could be back here without feeling like she was trying to hide from someone. Now it just depended if Elsa had time to meet her at the park for a casual stroll and some coffee afterwards. That was what she had asked if Elsa would not mind doing in her email and now the time would tell if Elsa would show or not. Roxana sat on a bench while she waited, sketching away in her sketch book an image of a butterfly; which unfortunately were all dead by this point but that was what a memory was for.
Her hope was that she would not; she knew most people didn't change that much in three years. She really didn't want to deal with being around someone who she felt something for and they felt nothing for her back. At the very least, that was something that she had come to understand and since she no longer worked for BA or Elsa, she was free to avoid the girl and never interact with her again. However, Roxana didn't want that. She did desire to see the girl that had been one of the first people to actually make her feel that way by choice and she wanted to know.
She wanted to know if the feelings were gone and to just see how Elsa was doing. Once she found that out, she felt like she could be back here without feeling like she was trying to hide from someone. Now it just depended if Elsa had time to meet her at the park for a casual stroll and some coffee afterwards. That was what she had asked if Elsa would not mind doing in her email and now the time would tell if Elsa would show or not. Roxana sat on a bench while she waited, sketching away in her sketch book an image of a butterfly; which unfortunately were all dead by this point but that was what a memory was for.
((Tag: Elsa Bellefonte))