I don't like you...(Rox)

[Jack McCarthy]

To: Roxanna Strix
From: Jack Mccarthy

What happened at the party shouldn’t have happened and fuck you for letting it happen
and fuck you for smiling about it

[Roxana Strix]

By what you are referring to and your choice of language, I am assuming that this is Jack McCarthy. I'm also going to assume you got this number from Luxanna.

As for what happened at the little game was not something that was in my control. Luxanna picked to do the dare and go through with it. I smiled at her to show I was proud of her for coming out of her shell to do what she had been dared to do.

[Jack McCarthy]

To: Roxanna Strix
From: Jack Mccarthy

No, no no no no. Bullshit. You hear me? Bull-Shit. Did you see the look on her face? That was not the face of someone wanting to go through with that. That was pear pressure. Pure and Simple. Trust me I know all about that shit, She wanted to fit in and she didn't want to seem like a coward by baking out of the dare because she felt she had no choice. And Fuck you for encouraging it. Fuck you for not punching that Bitch that told her to do it right between the eyes. Fuck you for not baking me up when I told her she didn't have to do it.

That was nothing to be proud of, seriously. What kind of friend just lets another go through with that?

[Roxana Strix]

Well, I don't hear you since this is a text, but I did see the look on her face. It was the look of apprehension. That means a person had anxiety or fear that something bad or unpleasant will happen.

Peer pressure is not always a bad thing. Sometimes it is needed to help someone try something that would not have. Granted, those things they could try could be bad for them but they could also be for good.

There was no reason to fight. It was a game. No one was in danger. Unless what you were wearing was toxic and could have caused Lux to use her power. I never said that she had to do it, I just said she could. It still left her a choice and friends are supposed to support their friends in their choices if they are not bad ones.

[Jack McCarthy]

To: Roxanna Strix

From: Jack Mccarthy

Oh thank you, Thank you so much. Because I’ve been sitting here for ages just DYING to know what the word apprehension meant. So thank you so much for clearing up that confusion because that was just UTTERLY VITAL information that was the real reason I’m so angry.

Piiish. I’m being sarcastic by the way. That means a person couldn’t give a FLAMING FUCK what anxiety means!

What does that have to do with anything?! She was Anxious, afraid.. Uneasy. Troubled. Disquieted. Nervious. Fidgety. Jittery. Jumpey. Fretful. WHATEVER. She clearly didn’t want to do it. No matter what single emotion registered with that robot cyborg bitch brain of yourse.

Ok. Now it’s a official. You’re a bitch. “Peer Pressure is not a always a bad thing?!” IT IS WHEN YOU’RE IN A ROOM SORROUNDED BY DRUNKEN ROWDY TEENAGERS! What were they going to say? “I dare you Lux to take up arts and crafts and learn tap dancing?”

I would never hurt her.

But you didn’t stop it did you? Noooo you smiled and gave her a thumbs and told her how gosh darn proud you were of her doing something she clearly was uncomfortable doing..

Yeah about that. Who the fuck are you anyway?! I’ve known Lux for years. I’m closer to her then anyone and then you just fucking show out of the blue and she’s leaning against you like you’re her rock?! Yeah maybe I’m just a little fucking confused how that happened.

[Roxana Strix]

You mean you would never intentionally hurt her. By you being as over protective of her as you are, you are hurting her development. As you stated, you have known her longer then I have. Then you of all people should know how important it is to praise someones after they accomplished something that was difficult for them.

Making a big deal out of a matter and being so over protective of her does not allow her to try to develop. Did you not see how happy she looked when she was done? Yes, she was pleased that it was over and attention was off of her, but did you consider she might have also been proud of herself for doing something like that and proving that she was not as fragile and frail like people possibly see her?

I apologize that we have not met up until that very moment. Perhaps that is part of your pent up anger at this moment.

[Jack McCarthy]

To: Roxanna Strix
From: Jack Mccarthy

No, no no. Don’t do that. This isn’t Doctor Phil. You’re not Oprah and I’m not some Fat fuck whose fucking a horse that you can psycho analysis with your bullshit. Don’t Talk about Lux like that. Don’t talk about her like she’s a dog whose behaving poorly that you you need to correct. Since when is your ass the fountain of all knowledge that knows everything! She’s perfect just the way she is. She has to deal with more shit then you will ever know. OH and stop calling what happened an “Accomplishment” Like it’s something to be celebrated. Just because it’s something that you wanted to happen doesn’t mean it’s right. And it wasn’t. It wasn’t right.

No, I didn’t. I tried to hug her but she pushed me away, left me behind and went with you or were you too distracted by your fucking motherly glow of pride to notice that?!

Fuck what people think. She doesn’t have to prove anything to anyone.

Fuck off.

[Roxana Strix]

I was not trying to be a 'Doctor Phil' for you. Nor was I referring to Luxanna as a dog. If you are going to be irrational with me there is no point in continuing texting me. It will just waste your time and upset you further.

Don't presume you think you know how much or how little I know about Luxanna. I might not known her as long as you but that does not mean I care for her any less then you do. It was something that I wanted to happen, nor was it something that I didn't to happen. I'm indifferent to the game. It was just a game. Considering the person that had dared her was asked to basically make out with someones, I would consider what Lux was dared to do child's play, like all that game is. Child's play.

Do you understand why she pushed you away? Did you take a moment to think about what you had said to her that would have caused a reaction like that out of her? Or were you so consumed by your anger towards me that you didn't see it?

[Jack McCarthy]

To: Roxanna Strix
From: Jack Mccarthy

I don’t understand. I don’t understand any of this.. All I did was try and make sure she wasn’t embarrassed. How I’m I the one who did wrong. Why I’m I the bad guy and you’re the one she goes too now! I don’t understand! I just know that this shouldn’t be.

[Roxana Strix]

No one really is the good or bad guy in this situation, Jack. I would suggest talking to Luxanna about it yourself so you can hear first hand from her over me telling you. I would tell you but I don't think in your current mindset you would really trust what I'm saying.

Think of things from Luxanna's perspective. Think about her power, what it does to her, and what is going to mean for her future. Think about how over protective you are over her. There is nothing wrong wanting to protect someone you care about a lot and want to be safe, but there is a point in where that protecting because more harmful then helpful.

This perhaps might not be an ideal example, but think of things this way. You are afraid to sky dive because you don't know what could happen while you are falling. People around you peer pressure you into doing it, and you convince yourself to do it. So you make that jump, skydive, and make it down to the ground. You are still a bit shaken up over it but you feel like you accomplished something, but then someone important to you comes running over, freaking out, coddling you, and saying how you should not have done it, and how they are going to beat up anyone who tries to make you do it again. How would you feel?

[Jack McCarthy]

To: Roxanna Strix
From: Jack Mccarthy

That isn't the same thing and you know it. I don't know who you are and I don't know where you came from, but I don't like you and I don't like the way you're around her.

Stop touching her hair ok? It's like you're stroking her like she was some kind of house pet. Do you have any idea what it was like for me to see that?! Some random blond woman walks in with my best friends and starts feeling up her hair?

And again. Who are you. What do you want with her. I've seen you hang around with other people, like Elsa or that Bank Bitch.anyone whose reads with her I don't trust.

[Roxana Strix]

To: Jack Mccarthy
From: Roxana Strix

You will never know who I am if you don't take the time to get to know me or always hate me because of what you don't like about me.

I apologize if you have an issue with me touching her hair but she enjoys it and I enjoy the feeling of her hair between my finger tips. Not just her hair, I might enjoy your hair as well. It's a texture thing. I would understand if you were upset if I was actually feeling her up, but hair petting just reveals to me just how much you like her deep down.

I'm Roxana. I got to BA like you. I don't want anything with her, we are just...friends. I'm not asking you to trust or like me. That is your choice. Just don't bring up the matter with Luxanna. No need to upset her because you don't like me for your reasons being around her.

[Jack McCarthy]

To: Roxanna Strix
From: Jack Mccarthy

Fine, that's awesome you go deal with your weird fetish. Not in my face, not right in front of me because when you do it right in front of me it makes me want to punch you right in the boobies the sources of your condescending powers.

Why the "..."? Why put the "..."? Huh? Huh?

Ok fine. Let's meet. I demand a summit. Let's talk this thing out

[Roxana Strix]

To: Jack Mccarthy
From: Roxana Strix

Punching me would be unwise and in the 'boobies' as you so put it would not really do anything besides place your arm in the perfect position to easily break.

The "..." is to insert the sign of thought or a pause. I didn't know if I should call me and Lux's relationship acquaintances or friends for a moment.

If you want to meet, that is fine. Where would you like to meet?

[Jack McCarthy]

To: Roxanna Strix
From: Jack Mccarthy

Yeah, things like that. Shit like that. Makes me not trust you. If, Lux hears you talk like that she would not approve. She hates fighting, and besides from that I like having workable arms.

Ok, then for future reference just think. I don’t need to know that kind of shit “…” Freaks me out.

We shall meet where the sun dances upon the stars and moon pieces through the night sky like a thunder bolt from zeus himself