Post by Matthew Roosevelt on Apr 14, 2014 14:33:31 GMT -6
Matt usually didn’t like taking a ride on his – Luke’s – motorbike; he always considered it too dangerous. How could he not? You slipped once and there was an accident, you leaned to the side a bit too much in a turn and an accident as well. Also, you were much less likely to survive a crash with your motorbike then for example in a car or a bus. All in all, motorbikes were dangerous and most of the time it was too risky for Matt.
However, from time to time he needed it. Those were the times when he didn’t try to kill himself – Luke would kick his ass if he would ever do that – but wouldn’t care if he actually died. What did he have to lose anyway?
He was taking the rather curvy and risky road down to town, but didn’t Luke always say that was the fun of it? Feeling every single turn and knowing that a tiny misjudgement would end tragic. To be honest, he understood what he meant. It had a ring to it and especially for someone in a depressive phase it was a great distraction.
Matt wasn’t sure what he wanted in town, but he was sure it was better than staying in his dorm, haunted by his memories, even if it was just walking around in the park to clear his mind.
As he came closer he slowed down his bike a bit, surely not wanting to hurt someone by making an accident in town. If something happened to him, he didn’t care, but he didn’t want to pull anyone in that. He had no one to live for, but it could be different for those people in town.
He pulled over somewhere near the park; it was already quite late, so most of the parking spaces were free. Getting off the bike he took off his helmet and looked around for a moment. There was almost no one here, but he guessed it was better like that. He wasn’t the nicest person to be with when he had a depressive phase.
He locked his bike and went towards the park, hands in his pockets and his eyes fixed on the floor. He needed some time to think, needed some time alone, breathing in fresh air.
He hated those days, those days when he just couldn’t think of anything other than Luke and his family. But well, what could he do? Luke was stuck in his head, right next to his guilt and
to be honest he didn’t think he deserved any better.
He let out a sigh and looked around for a moment, only now noticing the group of people staring at him. He stopped walking, staring back at them, before he finally started talking.
“What do you want?”, he was pretty sure they weren’t going to ask him whether he was all right, they rather looked like they wanted to get the last bit all right out of him.
They glanced at each other, before finally one came towards Matt, an angry grin across his face.
“Do you remember Chester Stevens?”, the guy asked, the grin not fainting even a bit while he was coming closer.
Matt’s eyes widened, as he stumbled a few steps backwards. Stevens, Mr.Stevens. How could he ever forget him? How could he ever forget the person that tried to kill him and killed his brother instead?
“Yes. Yes, I do”, he answered once he found his voice, giving his best to not let show how much of a punch in the stomach that name was – especially today.
“Well, we are good acquaintances of him and did you know, that he still has a scar from where your brother attacked him?”, the guy continued, arching his eyebrows.
Scar, Mr. Stevens has got a scar. Well done, Luke. At least he hadn’t gotten away fully unharmed.
Matt bit his lip, trying not to say anything. It would just get him into a fight, it was better just to stay silent, get away maybe as soon as he could.
But of course those guys didn’t let him get away. The one coming towards him pulled out a knife, running it into Matt’s arm.
“Your power doesn’t go through stuff like metal, right?”, he said with a grin, as he drew the knife out again.
Matt took a shaky breath, tried to back away slowly, but instead tripped and fell to the ground, his arm aching. He wanted to defend himself, needed to defend himself, but he was too shocked, Shocked by the fact Mr. Stevens had found him and shocked, that he was going to get attacked again.
How? Why? Hadn’t Mr. Stevens punished him enough already? He had lost his brother because of him, he had lost his life with a family because of him, he had lost everything because of him.
He tried to get up, to defend himself, to run away, he didn’t know, but it didn’t matter, he didn’t even get that far. Instead his sight blurred, because of tears, because of the shock, because of the knife that was somewhere in his stomach now – he wasn’t sure, but he slowly felt how he started to faint, the men’s angry voices growing more silent and the park around him growing darker each second.
As Matt woke up again, everything was hurting and he needed quite a while to remember what had happened. However, once he was able to make out where he was, he realised this wasn’t the park anymore, but wasn’t in his dorm either, instead he was in some kind of empty narrow aisle.
He tried to get up, but failed as a sharp pain from his stomach shot through his body and his sight blurred once more. He let out a groan, as he got out his phone with his hurt arm, but he needed it. He needed to call someone, he needed help.
But who was he going to call? He couldn’t call an ambulance, they would touch him and then he would heal himself, that wasn’t an option. Police would call an ambulance for sure, so this wouldn’t work either. He took a shaky breath, scrolling through his contact-list, once more thankful having his phone with him, until he stopped at the sight of a name. Jason Campbell.
He wasn’t sure whether that was a good idea, Jason was still close to being a stranger and surely busy with other things, but on the other hand he didn’t have a real choice – he needed some help, he couldn’t deny it and Jason was the one person with the best chances to somehow be able to handle the situation.
It took some time till Matt managed to press the call button, as his sight still wasn’t the best and his whole body was shaking, but finally he did it.
The phone rang and when he heard a noise that sounded like someone answered the phone he simply started talking, not sure how much longer he would be able to do so.
“I need help”, he muttered, surprised how weak his voice was, “I got attacked.. I am...”, he made a pause, lifting his head a slight bit to make out where he was, until he saw a very familiar supermarket, “Next to the supermarket... where the accident happened.”
He wanted to say more, but due to his blood-loss, the shock and the pain, he felt how he was slowly fainting again. He took another shaky breath, trying to make out whether Jason answered or not, but before he could actually concentrate on it, everything went black again.
However, from time to time he needed it. Those were the times when he didn’t try to kill himself – Luke would kick his ass if he would ever do that – but wouldn’t care if he actually died. What did he have to lose anyway?
He was taking the rather curvy and risky road down to town, but didn’t Luke always say that was the fun of it? Feeling every single turn and knowing that a tiny misjudgement would end tragic. To be honest, he understood what he meant. It had a ring to it and especially for someone in a depressive phase it was a great distraction.
Matt wasn’t sure what he wanted in town, but he was sure it was better than staying in his dorm, haunted by his memories, even if it was just walking around in the park to clear his mind.
As he came closer he slowed down his bike a bit, surely not wanting to hurt someone by making an accident in town. If something happened to him, he didn’t care, but he didn’t want to pull anyone in that. He had no one to live for, but it could be different for those people in town.
He pulled over somewhere near the park; it was already quite late, so most of the parking spaces were free. Getting off the bike he took off his helmet and looked around for a moment. There was almost no one here, but he guessed it was better like that. He wasn’t the nicest person to be with when he had a depressive phase.
He locked his bike and went towards the park, hands in his pockets and his eyes fixed on the floor. He needed some time to think, needed some time alone, breathing in fresh air.
He hated those days, those days when he just couldn’t think of anything other than Luke and his family. But well, what could he do? Luke was stuck in his head, right next to his guilt and
to be honest he didn’t think he deserved any better.
He let out a sigh and looked around for a moment, only now noticing the group of people staring at him. He stopped walking, staring back at them, before he finally started talking.
“What do you want?”, he was pretty sure they weren’t going to ask him whether he was all right, they rather looked like they wanted to get the last bit all right out of him.
They glanced at each other, before finally one came towards Matt, an angry grin across his face.
“Do you remember Chester Stevens?”, the guy asked, the grin not fainting even a bit while he was coming closer.
Matt’s eyes widened, as he stumbled a few steps backwards. Stevens, Mr.Stevens. How could he ever forget him? How could he ever forget the person that tried to kill him and killed his brother instead?
“Yes. Yes, I do”, he answered once he found his voice, giving his best to not let show how much of a punch in the stomach that name was – especially today.
“Well, we are good acquaintances of him and did you know, that he still has a scar from where your brother attacked him?”, the guy continued, arching his eyebrows.
Scar, Mr. Stevens has got a scar. Well done, Luke. At least he hadn’t gotten away fully unharmed.
Matt bit his lip, trying not to say anything. It would just get him into a fight, it was better just to stay silent, get away maybe as soon as he could.
But of course those guys didn’t let him get away. The one coming towards him pulled out a knife, running it into Matt’s arm.
“Your power doesn’t go through stuff like metal, right?”, he said with a grin, as he drew the knife out again.
Matt took a shaky breath, tried to back away slowly, but instead tripped and fell to the ground, his arm aching. He wanted to defend himself, needed to defend himself, but he was too shocked, Shocked by the fact Mr. Stevens had found him and shocked, that he was going to get attacked again.
How? Why? Hadn’t Mr. Stevens punished him enough already? He had lost his brother because of him, he had lost his life with a family because of him, he had lost everything because of him.
He tried to get up, to defend himself, to run away, he didn’t know, but it didn’t matter, he didn’t even get that far. Instead his sight blurred, because of tears, because of the shock, because of the knife that was somewhere in his stomach now – he wasn’t sure, but he slowly felt how he started to faint, the men’s angry voices growing more silent and the park around him growing darker each second.
As Matt woke up again, everything was hurting and he needed quite a while to remember what had happened. However, once he was able to make out where he was, he realised this wasn’t the park anymore, but wasn’t in his dorm either, instead he was in some kind of empty narrow aisle.
He tried to get up, but failed as a sharp pain from his stomach shot through his body and his sight blurred once more. He let out a groan, as he got out his phone with his hurt arm, but he needed it. He needed to call someone, he needed help.
But who was he going to call? He couldn’t call an ambulance, they would touch him and then he would heal himself, that wasn’t an option. Police would call an ambulance for sure, so this wouldn’t work either. He took a shaky breath, scrolling through his contact-list, once more thankful having his phone with him, until he stopped at the sight of a name. Jason Campbell.
He wasn’t sure whether that was a good idea, Jason was still close to being a stranger and surely busy with other things, but on the other hand he didn’t have a real choice – he needed some help, he couldn’t deny it and Jason was the one person with the best chances to somehow be able to handle the situation.
It took some time till Matt managed to press the call button, as his sight still wasn’t the best and his whole body was shaking, but finally he did it.
The phone rang and when he heard a noise that sounded like someone answered the phone he simply started talking, not sure how much longer he would be able to do so.
“I need help”, he muttered, surprised how weak his voice was, “I got attacked.. I am...”, he made a pause, lifting his head a slight bit to make out where he was, until he saw a very familiar supermarket, “Next to the supermarket... where the accident happened.”
He wanted to say more, but due to his blood-loss, the shock and the pain, he felt how he was slowly fainting again. He took another shaky breath, trying to make out whether Jason answered or not, but before he could actually concentrate on it, everything went black again.