Post by Will Spencer on Feb 26, 2016 22:05:58 GMT -6
Mountain lions were scary beasts, not particularly large, but fast and vicious. Shapeshifting men who couldn't quite figure out what their mountain lion was going to do once he let it out, were also a thing to be feared. The news of cancer had shook him to his core. He'd lied to his best friend, drank, started a few fights and went running in hopes of calming himself in some way. Nothing was working for a lengthy amount of time and the longer he put it off, the more irritable and the more out of control he got. The fact that he had been shifting more than once a week was alarming, but necessary. It was the only way he could let out some of that pent up rage.
With the door to one of the open training rooms shut, but not completely latched, he backed himself up against the wall and slid down. His hands were clenched tight into fists, his body trembling with the anticipation of the painful transformation into the large cat. The breaking of bones was sickening and the most painful part of what he went through. To go through it several times a week was exhausting, more so with his exhaustion from the illness added to it. His lion wasn't ill though, he wasn't slowed down, he was just thoroughly pissed.
William was stalling, he didn't want to shift, but the anger he felt was boiling inside of him and if he didn't shift in a controlled environment, he would end up hurting someone. He couldn't rely on Gabriel to calm him now because he would be able to tell. He would know that it was bad, worse than what he made it out to be. It was like a throwback to his early teenage years when he made picking fights with people a game. He just hoped so desperately that no one came in and that if anyone did, it was a trainer who could keep him from doing anything.
He didn't like hurting people anymore.
His body shook more and he took a deep breath before the shift happened and his scream turned into gurgling snarl that echoed through the room, the vibration rattling what few training instruments that were scattered about.
With the door to one of the open training rooms shut, but not completely latched, he backed himself up against the wall and slid down. His hands were clenched tight into fists, his body trembling with the anticipation of the painful transformation into the large cat. The breaking of bones was sickening and the most painful part of what he went through. To go through it several times a week was exhausting, more so with his exhaustion from the illness added to it. His lion wasn't ill though, he wasn't slowed down, he was just thoroughly pissed.
William was stalling, he didn't want to shift, but the anger he felt was boiling inside of him and if he didn't shift in a controlled environment, he would end up hurting someone. He couldn't rely on Gabriel to calm him now because he would be able to tell. He would know that it was bad, worse than what he made it out to be. It was like a throwback to his early teenage years when he made picking fights with people a game. He just hoped so desperately that no one came in and that if anyone did, it was a trainer who could keep him from doing anything.
He didn't like hurting people anymore.
His body shook more and he took a deep breath before the shift happened and his scream turned into gurgling snarl that echoed through the room, the vibration rattling what few training instruments that were scattered about.