Post by Roxana Strix on Apr 14, 2015 8:16:22 GMT -6
Roxana let out a sight at Elsa’s words, knowing that Elsa was not going to just drop the matter now that she had went as far as to make an inquiry. There was the edge in Elsa’s voice that said as much as well and Rox was well aware that Elsa had enough skill to break past her barriers. That didn’t mean she was just going to let Elsa in, she was still going to fight it. It was how she was trained, to not give in no matter the pain or how hopeless something seemed. Yet, she honestly preferred to just tell Elsa what she wanted to know if it would keep the other girl out of her head.
There were things there that she didn’t want Elsa to see, not just because there were secretes and information that Elsa didn’t need to know. Roxana had a pretty good memory; some even said it was almost close to a photographic memory. She didn’t want Elsa to possibly come across certain things that she had done…but perhaps that would keep Elsa out. Rox was about to say something about them moving to a better location if they were going to talk about this, but the words caught in her throat at the next bit of words from Elsa. She would start an international incident if Roxana didn’t come back?
That conflicted feeling started to spread through Roxana again as she felt her face grow a little warm for a moment. Was that because of their friendship or was it because Elsa would end up losing an asset and it would give her a slight reason to try and go against SIGUARD. “Can we please relocate to somewhere less public?” Roxana asked, already moving towards the exit. If she was going to talk about this topic, she didn’t want to do it in a store, not in a place where people could see or hear what would happen. Please get out of my head and stay out, Elsa. I do not wish to force you to come across things that might give you nightmares or haunt your thoughts. Roxana thought, sending it right to Elsa.
She knew the thoughts would be loud for Elsa then, and she did it on purpose. She did not want the other girl in her head, she wanted no one in there, and it was the only place where she could have something at least half way to herself.
There were things there that she didn’t want Elsa to see, not just because there were secretes and information that Elsa didn’t need to know. Roxana had a pretty good memory; some even said it was almost close to a photographic memory. She didn’t want Elsa to possibly come across certain things that she had done…but perhaps that would keep Elsa out. Rox was about to say something about them moving to a better location if they were going to talk about this, but the words caught in her throat at the next bit of words from Elsa. She would start an international incident if Roxana didn’t come back?
That conflicted feeling started to spread through Roxana again as she felt her face grow a little warm for a moment. Was that because of their friendship or was it because Elsa would end up losing an asset and it would give her a slight reason to try and go against SIGUARD. “Can we please relocate to somewhere less public?” Roxana asked, already moving towards the exit. If she was going to talk about this topic, she didn’t want to do it in a store, not in a place where people could see or hear what would happen. Please get out of my head and stay out, Elsa. I do not wish to force you to come across things that might give you nightmares or haunt your thoughts. Roxana thought, sending it right to Elsa.
She knew the thoughts would be loud for Elsa then, and she did it on purpose. She did not want the other girl in her head, she wanted no one in there, and it was the only place where she could have something at least half way to herself.