Post by Morrigan LaFayette on Jan 22, 2016 3:24:04 GMT -6
I'm not taken to writing in journals very often, so don't be expecting this to be an everyday thing or anything. But one thing you need to understand is that I, Morrigan LaFayette, have a light side and a dark side. It sounds like something out of Star Wars, but it's the best way to describe it.
My trouble is that right now I am on the light side. I have killed someone. And my dark side wants to do it again. People in this school...the teachers say it's supposed to be a judgment free place, but I suppose they just mean for powers. I'm not blind. I see the looks that are levelled at me. They know I'm a murderer who was even thrown out by her own people. Most of them avoid me if possible.
I don't really blame them. I'd avoid my dark side too if it were at all possible. I need to find a solution to silence her short of killing myself. That's...last resort as you can imagine. Kind of a permanent solution and one I'd rather not commit. Especially considering I'm already responsible for one death and have no wish to be responsible for yet another one. Even if the life is my own.