Post by Devyn Solway on Sept 30, 2014 17:35:14 GMT -6
Devyn stood a few feet away from Vera’s house…well apartment. It was still weird that Vera didn’t live on campus anymore but Devyn figured that with all that Vera had ended up having to deal with she just wanted to put her space between her and BA. Devyn was just happy that Vera had stayed as a college student because she knew that the other girl had talked about leaving after she graduated. Either way Vera had still been avoiding Devyn, with less of it being avoiding and more of Devyn agreeing to give Vera her space. It still sucked to not have someone that was on the whole ‘best friend’ level with Devyn not around anymore. Devyn still blamed herself for that because of just all the mess-ups that she made, even if she still did not see all of them as mess-ups. She wanted to do a lot of what she had done but she had been working on making things better.
It was just starting to get so hard to deal with. Everything still seemed to be piling up and Devyn felt like she was not able to get out of the darkness that she was supposed to have control over. She knew she could not have like a mental break down with anyone that she was close to; none of them could handle that, not coming from Devyn. At least that was what Devyn convinced herself of but she just wanted someone that she was close to just hang out with her for thirty minutes. A half hour was all she needed and they did not even have to talk. Just the silence would be fine so long as she was at least in someone else presence that she felt comfortable around to a certain degree. Still, she did tell Vera that she would give the other girl her space so she could not just walk up on her house.
Even if she was already there, she was not like there there, so she had not really broken what she said she would do. Still, to be safe she sent Vera a text message…or to be precise she sent her a few text messages. If she says she is busy, it’s cool. Just try texting first. She says sure you can go in. If not well…just head back to the dorms. You are not supposed to be off campus this late by yourself anyways. Devyn thought to herself as she looked at her phone.
It was just starting to get so hard to deal with. Everything still seemed to be piling up and Devyn felt like she was not able to get out of the darkness that she was supposed to have control over. She knew she could not have like a mental break down with anyone that she was close to; none of them could handle that, not coming from Devyn. At least that was what Devyn convinced herself of but she just wanted someone that she was close to just hang out with her for thirty minutes. A half hour was all she needed and they did not even have to talk. Just the silence would be fine so long as she was at least in someone else presence that she felt comfortable around to a certain degree. Still, she did tell Vera that she would give the other girl her space so she could not just walk up on her house.
Even if she was already there, she was not like there there, so she had not really broken what she said she would do. Still, to be safe she sent Vera a text message…or to be precise she sent her a few text messages. If she says she is busy, it’s cool. Just try texting first. She says sure you can go in. If not well…just head back to the dorms. You are not supposed to be off campus this late by yourself anyways. Devyn thought to herself as she looked at her phone.