Post by François Laffont on Jun 29, 2014 7:23:07 GMT -6
Did Erika see his letter? He wasn't quite sure. He wanted to trust Trevor and think the boy did give it to his girlfriend. He seemed like a nice guy when they talked and Franck really wanted to give him the chance he didn't feel he gave him at first. But the fact remained that his main concern was over his best friend as opposed to her best friend's lover. In the end, whether Trevor liked him or not, whether he forgave him or not, mattered little if Erika didn't want to speak with him anymore. He knew she would not be mad at him forever, that she would forgive him the things he said. The real question was if she’d still want him as a friend after that. Thinking of it created knots in his stomach all the way to his throat.
He wanted this whole situation to be over already. If she decided she did not like this part of him and wanted to stop seeing him, Franck wanted to know it now. He also wanted to properly apologize, face to face. The note he gave her was one thing but the French boy felt the need to say it out loud for it to mean something. He had to apologize for his behaviour. But there was something else. What she told him, regarding Felix and herself, he kept thinking about it. Now, as she told him then, this was none of his business but he still wished to sort it out somehow. He knew nothing would be quite like it was before but he refused to accept their friendship, for all three of them, could end like this.
When he saw her at the cafeteria, he thought that now was as good a time as ever. At least, with everyone around, they might try and avoid another fight. Franck didn’t have any alcohol in his system so that sure played in their favour. He walked all the way to her and as he now stood in front of her, he pulled out a tissue and dropped it in front of her food tray. He waited for her to look at him to shrug. “That’s the closest to a white flag I could find around here,” he explained with a sheepish smile showing up on his face. A part of him wanted to use his power on her. He could, it was so easy. All he had to do was to push away the emotions he got from everyone else and focus on hers. He could even touch her to make it easier. But he fought the urge. “Can I sit down?” he asked her. He gave her one of those puppy stare, or at least figured it looked a lot like those puppy dog eyes, as he waited for her to tell him if she wanted to see him or not. The knots returned in his stomach. He was even surprised at this point that no one could see one in his throat.
{You can find the letter here}