Post by Elsa Bellefonte on Apr 17, 2014 23:28:11 GMT -6
This was frivolous.
Elsa knew that even as she walked into the studio, looking around with a critical eye. She hadn't technically danced in years; that was her sister's gift. She did dance with Erika from time to time, because it made it easier to practice when you could see someone who looked exactly like you do something. They often did that, sometimes with clothing, sometimes with makeup, occasionally with movements and the like.
Elsa paused and looked in front of the mirror, almost thinking she saw Erika there for a moment. That also happened when you had an identical twin: a reflection became your sister. It didn't help that Elsa had dressed in clothing that would have been "twin neutral." They did share clothing, practically all of it, but Erika usually wore the fashionable garments while Elsa usually wore plainer garments, ones that said "don't look at me." Their workout garments, however, were virtually the same.
This was frivolous, which is why Elsa wanted to do it.
She stretched a little, looking at the mirror again. At one point she'd seriously wanted to be a ballerina. She'd practiced incredibly hard, done routines practically till she bled into her toe-shoes, which was supposed to be the plan. Elsa had the build for it; she had some grace as well. People liked watching twins perform. But at a recital... Elsa had tripped; Erika had done what every good sister would do: she'd covered. Nobody had actually known which girl had done the tripping, nobody but their family and the teachers. That was enough, as far as Elsa was concerned. Besides, as she kept telling everyone: she was too smart to be a ballerina.
This was frivolous, which is why Elsa wanted to do it, and was precisely why she was stretching out in front of the bar, taking deep breaths and trying to pretend like she wasn't being haunted by bad memories. Times like this, she almost wished that there was someone else around: she could use someone else's thoughts to distract her.
Elsa knew that even as she walked into the studio, looking around with a critical eye. She hadn't technically danced in years; that was her sister's gift. She did dance with Erika from time to time, because it made it easier to practice when you could see someone who looked exactly like you do something. They often did that, sometimes with clothing, sometimes with makeup, occasionally with movements and the like.
Elsa paused and looked in front of the mirror, almost thinking she saw Erika there for a moment. That also happened when you had an identical twin: a reflection became your sister. It didn't help that Elsa had dressed in clothing that would have been "twin neutral." They did share clothing, practically all of it, but Erika usually wore the fashionable garments while Elsa usually wore plainer garments, ones that said "don't look at me." Their workout garments, however, were virtually the same.
This was frivolous, which is why Elsa wanted to do it.
She stretched a little, looking at the mirror again. At one point she'd seriously wanted to be a ballerina. She'd practiced incredibly hard, done routines practically till she bled into her toe-shoes, which was supposed to be the plan. Elsa had the build for it; she had some grace as well. People liked watching twins perform. But at a recital... Elsa had tripped; Erika had done what every good sister would do: she'd covered. Nobody had actually known which girl had done the tripping, nobody but their family and the teachers. That was enough, as far as Elsa was concerned. Besides, as she kept telling everyone: she was too smart to be a ballerina.
This was frivolous, which is why Elsa wanted to do it, and was precisely why she was stretching out in front of the bar, taking deep breaths and trying to pretend like she wasn't being haunted by bad memories. Times like this, she almost wished that there was someone else around: she could use someone else's thoughts to distract her.