Post by Ellen Banks on Feb 5, 2016 13:17:38 GMT -6
Pan got by making light of everything possible, which showed not only that did she have the naturally maturity of a seven year old, but it also showed a clear inability to deal with reality or all the parallels that it tended to bring. She preferred to live in her magical fantasy land of lollipops and rainbows, and bury her head in the sand and ignore the cold hard bite that reality seemed to have to it. Because that was Victora wasn’t it? That was Pan in a one solid nutshell all wrapped up with a pretty pink bow. She rather run away then fast the trust, she rather make fun of life then interat with it. She rather RUN than face hard choices.
That’s what she did all those years ago right? When their father scared her too much she made the decision to abandon Ellen rather than face up to their father. Oh yeah she much have had so much fun running away in lala land leaving behind her brother and sister, who needed her more than ever, but as long as Victoria was out and having fun that all that mattered to her wasn’t it.
Ellen didn’t respond to that comment, she never really considered that point of view, she never really gave any consideration to letter Pan in….she just….did, instinctively “If you’re trying to get me to open up to you it won’t work” She said trying to make herself sound is steadfast as she possibly could.
She could only scoff at the idea of being “Text buddies” such an childish turn of phrase but the comment about “Trust”
“Were Banks. Since when did we know anything about the truth?”